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hi there! i go by fire or esther.
this is a project my girlfriend and i are working on together, so i'm a little lost sometimes, but!!
here is a space to bring together all my creative works (which is a lot, i have way too many projects) and hopefully make everything a little easier to follow :]

about

once again, names i go by are fire or esther, although online i mostly just go by fire.
i am currently enrolled in uni to study english to hopefully work in translation in the future, to keep a certain degree of creativity in my boring-adult-job life lol
i love literally anything art related and want to keep some whimsy in my life.

some facts about me:

  • i am the least heat resistant person you will ever meet (get me out of this heatwave hellscape)

  • i am obsessed with anything ttrpg related (mostly d&d)

  • i make my own ttrpg systems

  • i love linguistics and creating my own languages

  • i have always loved books and used to dream of becoming a writer when i was a little kid

  • i speak english, german, the slightest tiny bit of french and spanish, and am currently learning portuguese

books

like i said, i've always wanted to be a writer. i dreamt of writing my own books for the last 15 years and now we finally did it!!

in just under five months my lovely girlfriend cat and i finished our first book, isn't that cool?

"Hanxi’s last memory was of her own death. Until she awoke in a cold, damp, shadowy stone temple. Towering over her, with a wide, vacant grin, stood a human woman.When Hanxi learned that this woman had resurrected her, transforming her into something neither truly living nor dead, rage consumed her. She swore to force the woman to help her die again. Properly, as her people’s goddess, Mother Death, would have wished. In exchange for information from Hanxi, the High Priestess of the People of the Last Breath, the woman agreed. But with Hanxi memory lost, the two were bound to travel together, gathering the ritual’s ingredients as fragments of Hanxi's past slowly resurfaced.Along their journey, she uncovered a devastating truth: the woman’s true goal would destroy the very purpose of Hanxi's existence. Hanxi worshipped the connection between the Mothers Life and Death; the balance and harmony of nature’s eternal cycle.But the woman intended to turn the universe the Mothers had created into nothingness."

life, death, and the void is a book about love and loss, about living and dying, about accepting yourself and the world.

art

i often draw in the same few styles, but i am trying to practice and expand a little more currently

shop

arts and crafts have always been a huge part of my life
i intend to put up stickers here, full pieces, maybe some jewellery, as well as any other new up and coming projects that i am going to inevitably pick up along the way

streaming

i've been wanting to stream for years and somewhere on the way i really got into vtubers. i thought it'd be fun to have my own, make up the lore for her and her world and to just chill with fun people that enjoy art, writing and silly games, so that's what i intend to do in my streams.

K1-RA is an android made by CRYO's entertainment branch. after gaining sentience stranded on a dreary planet, her and the only other remaining K1 model, K1-T, begin broadcasting their art and fun to bring entertainment to the people without putting them in danger of the threat that caused the original entertainment ban on their galaxy.